I realize I was terribly depressing on my last writing, which is ok since I’ve “had to get something off my chest”. But since I complained here, I feel I should post this. Yes I feel alone all the time, yes I moved from place to place so many times, yes I don’t have any “roots”, and that can get overwhelming at times. It’s ok to feel that way, to experience the bad. But joy comes in the morning. God never fails. Like I said in my last post: “He is my best friend”, He is my root. I prayed and asked Him to show me he was with me. He did, in the most explicit way. Amazing, who I am going to fear? My best friend is the king of the universe! And I don’t care about what people say. I know him. I believe and I saw him this week, he answered me. I know that things will get a whole lot harder than this. But I learned that seating by myself at lunch or in the church are not bad things, and I can live with that. There’s so many people going through things like that. I wanna help them, I wanna see who’s not seen because I know how it feels. I want to introduce my best friend to them so they won’t feel alone. Feeling lonely is the worst feeling in the world and I don’t wish to anyone. But God is faithful. He is. That’s why I should be. Note to whoever is reading: Be still and know that He is God.
Film Student. Cinematographer, writer, director, photographer and musician.